My feeling -Moving to Penang

I was surprised when i got the offered from Citi Group, Penang. Cos i never thought that i might working at penang in 1 day. I was struggle to make the decision that joining citi group. 2moro i'll going to Penang.

Before leaving i do have a lot of feeling like happy and sad. Happy cos i can stay with my best friez, Iling and meet my friezs especially my ex roomate at penang. SAD cos i have to leave KL, my family members and him.

This is a good opportunity for me to have a try at Citi Group cos they do offer me wat i really interested and the benefits are not bad too. I wish to try something like trading and i got this chance now. This caused me make the decision to go to penang. I had made a very selfish decision that leave him at KL and im going to penang. I am very sad with this decision but i got no choice. Luckily he is understanding me very well and support for it even he is "terpaksa". It make me very touching cos he is supporting me to do watever i wan.

I have to start a long distance relationship with him. This is my own decision even though he is not really agree for it. Im feel sorry to him cos he have to support in the condition tat not really agree. I'll maintain this relationship by work more hard to this relationship. Cos i noe tat it is not easy to maintain a long distance relationship. I'll let it be....

Poor him cos have a gf like me, who always create problem to him. Hahaha....

I wish that everything can be smooth and i can settle down at Penang ASAP.

To Him-Fred

Choosing him as my bf, i think he might get suffer. Cos im always asking him a lot of funny and weird of questions like y he wanna do this .....and tat.... He said he have to stand by in case i'll asking a lot of questions. Am i a problem gal? Am i a notti gal? Hahaha...answer is yes....

I wanna said sorry to him, cos of my family i think he might get hurt sometimes. Cos of wat my family members did said about him. Please forgive whatever they did said, cos they are too love me and they were not meant to hurt him. They are always concerned about me cos they scare that i might get hurt or pain. I wish that he can understand my situation as well.

Finally i had made my own decision to working at Penang. Is it a tough decision cos i have to work at a city that far away from him. This is wat he not really agree for. But after i told him my mind, he has to agree at last. Thank you very much for your support cos it is meant for me. It can be the power for me to build up my career.

I wanna let him know that my heart is always wit him no matter where i am. That is true tat i Love him. He is not lonely even i am not with him all the time. I noe he dislike to has a long distance relationship but now our relationship has turn to that. Dear, sorry for my selfish. I noe it will caused u feel like unsecure, but i still wanna to have a try for it. U noe, it just like gambling, and i might be the winner or loser for this game. But I want to become a winner and not loser that wat i did tol myself.

I'm praying hard to the God, asking him to blessing my relationship and everything.